Monday, September 21, 2009

Fireballs


A picture I omitted from my Flickr collection, taken some time ago at Putrajaya Fireworks competition. Timing slightly off, but nonetheless not a bad photo I guess.

*Excuse me for the lousy compression quality. I couldn't figure out how to display 640px picture in this dam blog without losing it's quality =(

Sunday, September 13, 2009

If You're Not The One


If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Frustrated

It's fucking frustrating when you put all your effort and hope that God will do the rest. And he doesn't do a god-damn thing about it.

Nothing is going well now. Everything is in a mess. Every fucking single thing.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Paparazzi

GT, you're being question of lying. What is your response?

1) No comment.

"GT refuses to comment on his lying allegations"

People's response: He's lying.

2) No I'm not lying.

"GT denies lying"

People's response: He's lying.

3) Yes I lied.

"GT admits lying"

People's response: Told you he's lying.



Busted. Paparazzi style. Enough said.

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Was busy!

Didn't blog the whole month of July.

Got tied up by work and lots of other stuffs for the past few weeks.

Michael Jackson died on the very morning (around 2.30am) I began my final accent to Low's Peak.

Climbed Mount K, and reach Low's Peak on June 25th.

Went to Melaka too for a makan trip 2 weeks ago.

Wasn't a very eventful month, just mostly work.

* * *

Things at the office hasn't been going well. Alot of things have changed. In order to survive, the only viable choice is to accept the change, and blend in. Tomorrow is a new day to a new month, meaning new target, meaning renewed pressure. I'm not afraid of pressure. I'm not afraid to anyone of you. It's just so fucked up that all you hypocrites are pretending to fight against each other. And we're like some fucking puppets.

* * *

I feel like freedom of speech aren't only limited to political views. It is also limited to countless aspects such as work, and friends. Say something wrong, then off you go. Another reason for being blog-less the past few weeks was also because I was afraid of saying the wrong things. I have always believe in the view that no matter how many good things you've done in the past, one will never remember anything about it, once you've done one thing wrong. I own my own life, but I share the world with millions of people. I can't afford to say the wrong things at times. Or at least attempt to be right, but risking being wrong. Just because every single person has a different perception to a single view.

* * *

For the past weeks, I have also learned to let go. Friends come and go. So I've learned. I've been wasting my time thinking what I've done wrong, but no, I've did my part so yeah, I shall not suck up to those happy faces while I still moaning about it.

* * *

It's kinda ironic that I'm blogging when my computer is down. Therefore there won't be any picture(s) in this post. But I will definitely blog about my Mount K trip when everything is fixed. Accidentally kicked my CPU unit this afternoon, and now I couldn't start it back. Hopefully it'll be ok and the data will still be there. I'm worried. But there's nothing more I can do, besides wait.

* * *

Gonna call it a night early I guess. There's nothing more to say for the night.

Good night.

p/s I Love You.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Busy!

Haven't been blogging for some time d! Been busy trying to catch up with work. Was quite laid back in recent months, and now got some catch up to do! And also preparing for Mount KK climb trip too. Will be flying with Robert and Ck this wednesday morning. 3 others all chicken out =P

3 of us just got back from a final warm up hike at Gasing this morning. Tried my new pair of Camel hiking shoes. Feels good. Need better socks though. Robert recommended Nike dri-fit, 22 bucks per pair! Really hope all of us can make it to the peak together. Can't just fly all the way there and not make the peak.. Still alot of stuffs to buy and prepare.

Oh oh, and got some durians from Brian! It's durian season now and coincidentally he's back at hometown so he brought back some for us. Gonna have it for tonight! *woot*

Attending my colleague Adli's wedding at Putrajaya later at 1pm. Gonna drive out anytime now. His father is working at the prime minister's office, so Najib might be coming too.

Ok lah, that's all for now. Chaoz!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Inspiration-less

I just realised that I haven't been posting any photos recently to Flickr. What makes a good photo? It's up to one to judge with their own imagination I guess. To me a good photo is one that comes from an inspired moment, or one that is able to inspire someone. I love photos that are inspiring.

No Flickr photos from me in recent weeks, simply because, I'm inspiration-less. Hopefully I don't need too long of a time to post some good photos soon.