"What is it that you love about me?"

I have never been able to answer you properly whenever you ask me the question "What is it that you love about me?". Funny it seems that what you have been doing now, the way you handled yourself to the eyes of the public, is what I really loved about you. You showed to everyone that you are tough. Deep down I know you needed a shoulder to cry on, you needed love and care, just like everyone else. Your demands for security, your demands for a change to the better. The way you have showered your love and care on me. The sleepy voice in the early mornings and late nights. The way you always complain about how you hate the jams. The texts, then the calls. The fact that you never me made drive home alone. I always tell you that you were different, and yes, your beautiful eyes.

P/s You say you have no rights to ask why, who, what, when or where. I say you do, and I'm more than willing to change, for because you are the reason I'm waking up.

Positive Negative

In this equation of life, the positives and the negatives will always exist together. We just have to maximise the positives, and minimise the negatives.

Impossible is Nothing

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men.
Who find it easier to live in a world they've been given.
Than to explore the power they have to change it.

Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion.
Impossible is not a declaration. It's dare.
Impossible is potential.
Impossible is temporary.

Impossible is Nothing.

An advertorial story from Adidas

Can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
You brightened my day
who'd believe you were part of a dream
That only seems light years away

and you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
And you must know what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Some people say that happy this way
That something it's hard to find
Into the new leaving the old behind me

And i feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what i'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Into the new leaving the old behind me

Rainy days

Good (cooling weather) or Bad (inconvenience) ?

I'm sorry...

I spoiled the night...

Happy Birthday Sister =)

Wishing you goodness in health, studies and a great year ahead!

=)

Goodnight Goodnight

You left me hanging from a thread we once swung from together
I’ve lick my wounds but I can’t ever see them getting better
Something’s gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

Her hair was pressed against her face, her eyes were red with anger
Enraged by things unsaid and empty beds and bad behavior
Something’s gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right

So much to love
So much to learn
But I won’t be there to teach you, oh
I know I can be close
But I'll try my best to reach you

I realised

That "leopard will never change its spots" sms has made me re-read back our sms-es we exchanged this few days. I'm sorry I have always been defending myself, never cared about your feelings when you needed me to. Many times I thought I cared, but ended up the other way round, hurting instead.

And so, I realised...

That all these while I have been doing many wrongs, which I thought was right.

That I have been living with my thick ego.

That I should live a humble life, and not with pride.

That I have lost so much precious time with friends, and thankful that they are here to stay.

That status weren't important.

That being oneself is the most important of all.

That time can really heal.

And that time will only make us stronger.

Hot

The weather is not helping...

I will...

Win your heart back!

Dunlop J3 Sport

I think if not for my new sets of tires I would have been on the way to the hospital already by now. Clumsy driving, wet weather and some very small amount of alcohol all played a part.

Drive carefully!

Our Love (Don't Throw It Away)

Maybe I don't wanna know the reason why
But lately you don't talk to me
Darling I can't see me in your eyes
I hold you near but you're so far away
And it's losing you I can't believe
To watch you leave and let this feeling die
You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive
And tomorrow if I'm here without your love
You know I can't survive
Only my love can raise you high above it all

We can take the darkness and make if full of light
But let your love flow back to me
How can you leave and let this feeling die
This happy room will be a lonely place when you are gone
And I won't even have your shoulders for the crying on
No other women's love could be as true , I'm begging you

Don't throw it all away , our love , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love

We changed the world we made it ours to hold
But dreams are made for those who really try
This losing you is real
But I still feel you here inside

Things that have been done, cannot be changed.

I can only apologized with my open heart, that I have messed up big time.

There is no more excuse for messing up.

Only for my naive-ness to think that I was right, for doing the wrong things.

She wasn't the one who threw the love away. I did.

And I am now a man on mission to save all this.

Public Apology

I am here writing this with my open heart, I am sorry to all people that I've hurt in the past, whether through relationships, or friendships or the smallest of things - I'm sorry.

Just a short list of people that I think I have to list out to pass my apologies to:

.My family
.My friends
.My fellow co-workers, notably Logan, and Calif
.May, and her friends that loves her
.Hoay Ming
.Ong Kuan Ming
.And the list goes on...

I will personally contact each and everyone of them to pass on my apologies to.

I ask for your forgiveness.

Good night.

Sunday Morning

Rain is not falling.

Things are getting so crazy.

Living life gets hard to do.

And I would gladly hit the road, get up and go, if I knew

that, someday it will lead me back to you.

In darkness she is all I see.

And I never want to leave.

Snippets from Maroon 5's Sunday Morning


May, I hope you are reading this. I really want us to work things out. I hope, one day, I can find a way, to bring myself back to you.

Day One

Been trying to figure out why is this happening to us.

I have no one to talk to.

I have no idea why is this happening.

Can someone listen and analyze from my point of view.

I really need someone that understands me.

Please talk to me.

Please.

我不配

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉　已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉 已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

Chap Goh Meh

No more ang paus.

No more house hoppings.

No more holiday.

Most importantly, no more gamblings! =/

Hope you guys had had a good Chinese New Year.

Back to working mode.