Busy!

Haven't been blogging for some time d! Been busy trying to catch up with work. Was quite laid back in recent months, and now got some catch up to do! And also preparing for Mount KK climb trip too. Will be flying with Robert and Ck this wednesday morning. 3 others all chicken out =P

3 of us just got back from a final warm up hike at Gasing this morning. Tried my new pair of Camel hiking shoes. Feels good. Need better socks though. Robert recommended Nike dri-fit, 22 bucks per pair! Really hope all of us can make it to the peak together. Can't just fly all the way there and not make the peak.. Still alot of stuffs to buy and prepare.

Oh oh, and got some durians from Brian! It's durian season now and coincidentally he's back at hometown so he brought back some for us. Gonna have it for tonight! *woot*

Attending my colleague Adli's wedding at Putrajaya later at 1pm. Gonna drive out anytime now. His father is working at the prime minister's office, so Najib might be coming too.

Ok lah, that's all for now. Chaoz!

Inspiration-less

I just realised that I haven't been posting any photos recently to Flickr. What makes a good photo? It's up to one to judge with their own imagination I guess. To me a good photo is one that comes from an inspired moment, or one that is able to inspire someone. I love photos that are inspiring.

No Flickr photos from me in recent weeks, simply because, I'm inspiration-less. Hopefully I don't need too long of a time to post some good photos soon.

Emotional

Everything seems to be heading the right way.

Nothing seems to be wrong.

Well, that is if I choose ignorance. Is ignorance really bliss? Certain situations, it is, most situations, it isn't. What is wrong? Why when there isn't any problem, you say there's a problem? Why does compromising means a problem? Some people compromise for the sake of it. I don't, but you think I'm the former. In life there's priorities. I know mine, well most of it, if not all.

And I am beginning to slowly realise that people around me are outcasting me. I should stop asking why. It's most probably caused by myself. Apparently my attitude is like shit and only I can help myself. No one could help, and, no one would. By writing this post, I probably has just up my attitude problem level.

Maybe I'm just trying too hard to please everybody. Or maybe I didn't try to please anybody at all. I am so full of myself huh?

I'll probably die without living in anybody's memory. Yeah I think so.

Truth vs Lies

Truth = Short term sadness, long term happiness

Lies = Short term happiness, long term sadness

Yes I finally understood.

Things that are not hurting, sometimes not important, even not telling, are considered untruthful. Untruthful simply means long term sadness.

Long term happiness is what I want. And you too.

June the First

What a day to start a new month. Monday. On the first =/

Don't think I'll experience Monday's blues. Got some good reason, too good to have any blues. It'll be a beautiful day =)

Oh oh, and will have a great dinner with baby tonight =D