Sunday, August 02, 2009

Was busy!

Didn't blog the whole month of July.

Got tied up by work and lots of other stuffs for the past few weeks.

Michael Jackson died on the very morning (around 2.30am) I began my final accent to Low's Peak.

Climbed Mount K, and reach Low's Peak on June 25th.

Went to Melaka too for a makan trip 2 weeks ago.

Wasn't a very eventful month, just mostly work.

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Things at the office hasn't been going well. Alot of things have changed. In order to survive, the only viable choice is to accept the change, and blend in. Tomorrow is a new day to a new month, meaning new target, meaning renewed pressure. I'm not afraid of pressure. I'm not afraid to anyone of you. It's just so fucked up that all you hypocrites are pretending to fight against each other. And we're like some fucking puppets.

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I feel like freedom of speech aren't only limited to political views. It is also limited to countless aspects such as work, and friends. Say something wrong, then off you go. Another reason for being blog-less the past few weeks was also because I was afraid of saying the wrong things. I have always believe in the view that no matter how many good things you've done in the past, one will never remember anything about it, once you've done one thing wrong. I own my own life, but I share the world with millions of people. I can't afford to say the wrong things at times. Or at least attempt to be right, but risking being wrong. Just because every single person has a different perception to a single view.

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For the past weeks, I have also learned to let go. Friends come and go. So I've learned. I've been wasting my time thinking what I've done wrong, but no, I've did my part so yeah, I shall not suck up to those happy faces while I still moaning about it.

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It's kinda ironic that I'm blogging when my computer is down. Therefore there won't be any picture(s) in this post. But I will definitely blog about my Mount K trip when everything is fixed. Accidentally kicked my CPU unit this afternoon, and now I couldn't start it back. Hopefully it'll be ok and the data will still be there. I'm worried. But there's nothing more I can do, besides wait.

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Gonna call it a night early I guess. There's nothing more to say for the night.

Good night.

p/s I Love You.

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