It has been a very frustrating stupid day.
A simple thought of attempting to close the eyes and drowning myself to deep sleep, in a hope of waking up the next day afresh, has failed.
I had to console myself it'll be a better day when the eyes reopens several hours later. Yet I have not been able to drown myself into deep sleep.
I say "stupid" day because after I look back at what had happened, nothing really bad has happened. But pure stupidity. Caused by none other than myself. First I overslept, and miss the Final. Yep, I missed the "Dream Final" between Barca and United. I was already awake, just wanted to rest awhile more, and the next thing I know, it was already 7am. So what do I do next? I wap my phone to Livescore. Bloody hell. It reads "Bar 2 - 0 Man". I woke up with a bloody huge guilt. I ffk-ed CK and Soh.
Traffic to office was pretty smooth. Many have either gone to office earlier after the game, or took leave/MC. Went on to appointment, what the hell, no documents. Next week. Continued to another. Sucks didn't get what I expected. Head back to office. Nobody is in for lunch. It's not that having lunch alone is something bad or sad, but I needed some people around to chat with, after what had happened so far. Head on to McD. Had rm7.95 mcDeluxe and choc sundae. No biggie. Then came the heavy rain. Following appointment. Not so convincing. Back to office. Oh no now my figure is missing. Eh no it's not missing, it's here, now. Sucks.
And what is wrong with the policies nowadays? Is there anything so important in any of those fucking computers that they have to disable ALL the usb ports? ALL! It's so unbelievable that our jobs rely heavily on being able to print pictures from our cameras or thumb drives. And now we can't print a shit in the office! 3 cases hanging halfway because I can't print the damn pictures I've took some 2 weeks ago and also earlier this week. So I thought, NEVERMIND. I go home and retrieve it. Guess what? Mac OS X freezed on me for the bloody first time. While I was discussing something serious online, and photos transferring half way.
I want the day to end so badly I couldn't sleep at all. Maybe I should just drop everything and just try to sleep and let the new day come and flow. But it's always easier said, than done.
p/s Something just made me think of my college life again. Oh how lifeless my college life has been. No staying outside. Just very very few countables overnight studies stay. No staying with gf under the same roof. No unforgettable prom night to remember. In fact I never even been to any. How bloody lifeless could I get? Missed fun college trip because I had to re-sit my Accounting paper. I can never ever forget that. No spending the so-called "best days of a youth's life" with the best of friends doing crazy stuffs. No getting drunk. No staying up overnight over and over doing silly memorable stuffs. No nothing. How lifeless can it get?! No memory. Fuck my college life. Every single time I hear people talk about how happening their college life is, I sit and listen in envy.
I still thank God I've found a few very good friends that I can count on through the years though.
No good night wishes. Because it hasn't been a good night either. Blah. Bed time. Again.
A simple thought of attempting to close the eyes and drowning myself to deep sleep, in a hope of waking up the next day afresh, has failed.
I had to console myself it'll be a better day when the eyes reopens several hours later. Yet I have not been able to drown myself into deep sleep.
I say "stupid" day because after I look back at what had happened, nothing really bad has happened. But pure stupidity. Caused by none other than myself. First I overslept, and miss the Final. Yep, I missed the "Dream Final" between Barca and United. I was already awake, just wanted to rest awhile more, and the next thing I know, it was already 7am. So what do I do next? I wap my phone to Livescore. Bloody hell. It reads "Bar 2 - 0 Man". I woke up with a bloody huge guilt. I ffk-ed CK and Soh.
Traffic to office was pretty smooth. Many have either gone to office earlier after the game, or took leave/MC. Went on to appointment, what the hell, no documents. Next week. Continued to another. Sucks didn't get what I expected. Head back to office. Nobody is in for lunch. It's not that having lunch alone is something bad or sad, but I needed some people around to chat with, after what had happened so far. Head on to McD. Had rm7.95 mcDeluxe and choc sundae. No biggie. Then came the heavy rain. Following appointment. Not so convincing. Back to office. Oh no now my figure is missing. Eh no it's not missing, it's here, now. Sucks.
And what is wrong with the policies nowadays? Is there anything so important in any of those fucking computers that they have to disable ALL the usb ports? ALL! It's so unbelievable that our jobs rely heavily on being able to print pictures from our cameras or thumb drives. And now we can't print a shit in the office! 3 cases hanging halfway because I can't print the damn pictures I've took some 2 weeks ago and also earlier this week. So I thought, NEVERMIND. I go home and retrieve it. Guess what? Mac OS X freezed on me for the bloody first time. While I was discussing something serious online, and photos transferring half way.
I want the day to end so badly I couldn't sleep at all. Maybe I should just drop everything and just try to sleep and let the new day come and flow. But it's always easier said, than done.
p/s Something just made me think of my college life again. Oh how lifeless my college life has been. No staying outside. Just very very few countables overnight studies stay. No staying with gf under the same roof. No unforgettable prom night to remember. In fact I never even been to any. How bloody lifeless could I get? Missed fun college trip because I had to re-sit my Accounting paper. I can never ever forget that. No spending the so-called "best days of a youth's life" with the best of friends doing crazy stuffs. No getting drunk. No staying up overnight over and over doing silly memorable stuffs. No nothing. How lifeless can it get?! No memory. Fuck my college life. Every single time I hear people talk about how happening their college life is, I sit and listen in envy.
I still thank God I've found a few very good friends that I can count on through the years though.
No good night wishes. Because it hasn't been a good night either. Blah. Bed time. Again.












